Mother's birthday.

Tomorrow is mother's birthday. 

i knew this just before hours ago yesterday. 

because nowadays i am thinking about how many things parents had sacrificed theirselves for their children repeatedly in spite of myself. 

so sometimes i hesitated in front of what i'll buy something, because the something what i'd just bought it on, to parents, it is not easy so much like me. 

and now i'm thinking about how many times i just passed away about their birthday. 

even though sometimes i gave them some gifts, and sometimes i just called them once by busy of excuse.

because our family's each birtherday is a little similarly from month, like the birthday of my and my brother pass own birthday first on October and December, and parents birthday are coming on January and Febuary. 

so sometimes, if my mother asked me like "What do you want to get at your birthday?", so i often got some allowance from mother. 

but why i cannot remember parents's birthday and let them get a felling of celebration?

ah, how many i think about parents, there are only feeling of sorry for them. 

anyway, what kind of gift could make her happy tomorrow?

hesitate: 망설이다.

in spite of myself: 나도 모르게

by way of excuse: 핑계로           * by busy of excuse: 바쁘다는 핑계로(?)

allowance: 용돈